Myself (matured version)

I'm a REALIST, so I'm harsh. I see the world as it is, so I'm difficult. In my personal life I don't butter people up, so I don't flicker my eyelashes to get things done. I'm no doll, so I'm not slim or pretty. Men hardly like me, so they keep away from me. Women rely on me & are compassionate towards me. I care so much that I will put my life on the line for love, but I'm a no-nonsense person & a difficult customer in relationships. I'll empathize with a truthful murderer or adulterer but not tolerate false facades. I don't even deal with situations so low, but just shut myself up from them. Some have condemned me for not being 'modern', while some envy me for being 'different'. Some say I'm obstinate and arrogant, some think I'm too good for this world. My dreams are not big, rather I hardly dream! I'm unbelievably slow when it comes to relationships. I don't take people to my heart to such an extent, that only a handful have made it to there in my whole life! Being single is my ideal lifestyle & I just can't imagine myself as a submissive wife & committed mother. I don't know whether anyone knows the real me, but those who don't know me at all are sometimes judgmental about me. I play so many roles day in day out, but the real me is intact. I'm not perfect, I have to improve myself a lot. I'm nothing but human so I hurt, I bleed, I cry, I get angry, I shout. Anyone can accept me, love me, cherish me, reject me, blame me or attack me. But no force in this world cannot lure me or cause me fall, because I've tasted the best and survived the worst in life. I've fallen, I've stood up. I will fall again, but I will definitely stand up again!